رُكْنِيـ[ـهنا حيث سأكتب نزف يومياتيـ]ـلِمُدَوِّنَتِيـْ,,~

Everyday I pray to my Lord and I ask him to put a FULL STOP for my life ..

I hope I could say the Shahada that there is no God but Allah and Mohammad is a messenger of Allah ..

as I everyday I want to put stop to everything in my life even this subject to put a full stop and just close it ..

I think I will transform to another man in the few days coming ..

I'll call this :

Noor transformation process

but I'll not be that Noor who everybody know him .. no no

maybe someone will be sad or hate me

but .. I don't care at all
..